I am truly blessed! I have a wonder family, 2 healthy children. And i will miss so much when they leave me to begin their adult life and own journeys..Merry Christmas!

Wishing more and more each day that we had the means to always get what we need and give the kids a great life..we do the best we can and i hope they r happy for reals with what we do. Just wish i could give them more of what they deserve.

8 bitch they have know for less than 7 years over there own mother or brother. Most off all people need to realize life goes on and can change so quickly

8 t choice for life i guess and move on! We will no longer wonder what if, and i wish , and say im sorry. It does no good.If You cannot make people believe

8 nd and i have tried to forgive and forget, we still get screwed! A sibling who doesn't believe you and talk things out for the better can simply make tha

8 So I now realize that family is not always going to stand by you and be there for you. Day after dad lies pour in and drama continues. Although my husba

? ou dont have alot to spare. It makes me sad when i know they need things and we have to tell them we will pay when we can...ugh!

? me that she has to have a hundred bucks by monday to pay for her "pay to play" fee for sports! And her clay, and asb sports fee. !!! So much money when y

? that they get paid, just dont like that theres barely enough money to cover them..with even little left over for food and misc.. Then my 14yr old tells

? Well the kids made it through there first week back to school! Phewww!... Lol. Today me and my other half are out getting bills paid..which I hate! Like

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! as to learn her own way in life, and make her own mistakes. All I can hope is that she takes all that we have taught her and remembers.... I LOVE YOU ALE

! dy that I couldn't be more proud. As I sit here in the car and think about all the wonderful things the future has in store for her, I Smile. She is des

! her first steps, and smile back at me as We left her for her first day of preschool, and then Kindergarten. She has grown up into such a wonder young la

! Today my firstborn baby started high-school... It is a moment of bliss,joy,and sadness. It seems as though it was just yesterday that I watched her take

\ up way too fast!

\ 14 years ago now i was in intense labor getting ready to give birth to my first born daughter alexis! So long ago. And now shes in high school and grown

E yr 15!

E Well today is mine and Ron's 14 yr wedding anniversary. We r happier today than when we first started dating 17 years ago! I love him sooo much! We are b

All settled again for some more camping!! This time we have DRY firewood! Woohooo!! Had a pretty uneventful 4th of a july..but we did hang with our friends and watch fireworks. We also had some dumbass shoot off a firework in a wrong tube and when we drove by it blew up all over the side of our navigator! ASSHOLES!!
Lets see...what else? Ummm my step sister got to meet her biological dad which was cool! After 30 yrs he found her! By calling my mother in law...weird shit! He lives in texas too. He was super nice and so was his wife and son!

Tomorrow is my husband and I's 14 year wedding anniversary! ! ! I love him so so much! We are each others best friends and soul mates. I dot know what i would do without him..<3

Today is our second day camping. We woke up at 6am and its a beautiful morning. The sun is shining and glistning off the river,which by the way is gorgeous! We came with a group of friends and they have the campsite next to us so its nice. Like we have 3 huge sites in one, with each of us having our own private area and access to the river and fishing! Wish we were staying 3 nights. But we will be back in july!.... On our 14 year anniversary no less!
So Ron ran into town to get some graham crackers and DRY FIREWOOD! the wood we brought was wayyy to wet and just did a lot of smoking! Lol. Well my fires going down and i got to keep it going till my wonderful husband returns with the dry wood. Peace,love,happy marriages,and wealth wishes!

Ok.. My daughter just got back from Washington DC she had so much fun! Now we are camping for a couple of days. Its so nice here! Calm and not super hot...actually its cool but the sun is out! The kids are having a blast and can just wander between the 3 sites..at least its not gonna rain!

It has been some time since i have blogged...although i probably dont have anyone who reads it anyhow! Write more later

So i havent wrote in awhile! Between facebook, twitter, and this blog... LOL! Plus its not like im all famous or anything. Hehe. So we took a trip up to mt st. Helens yesterday for our daughters 8th grade trip. It was SNOWING like crazy!

Im listening to my husband talk ..i love to hear him talk. He is ..just , i don't know. I love him! EVERYTHING about him intrigues me. Even after 17 years together. I totally believe in soul mates and he is mine. I still need to blog about our first date and how we met.. Next time! =)

If only teenagers realized now..what they will realize later in life, they would be so better off.

So midterms were this week.. College is a fun new part of my life. I actually like math, once i understand it!
This weekend is going to be a nice sunny one! Woohoo. Im excited for my son Calvin's soccer practice tonight and his game tomorrow. *wow, i'm having a really good hair day today* so my son ,who is almost 9 really wants to get into acting/modeling. Im all for it, and I think he would rock at it! So i think were gonna do what we can to get him started! Contacted a few talent agencies via email to see what to do next. Hope to hear from them soon. I think im gonna contact a few more, take some headshots and full body shots and send em out? What do we got to lose.. Anyone?

Right now I just pulled up at a local minit mart. Its a store where middle and high school kids hang out before, durring and after school. Also at their lunchtime. Im looking at a girl whos on her lunchtime and she is standing outside of this minit mart, feeding her baby.... This , to me is a sad sight. Its raining And windy and this girl has other teenagers passing her baby around cooing about it! Wtf?! The baby needs a hat and coat and socks on. What is wrong with these girls? I think they need to use there heads more, and there hormones less!

Ok ..so i notce ppl are having problems commenting on my blogs. I will navigate through blogspot and see how it works. Im guessing you need to login in and be a member of blogspot. Then when u read any blogs posted u can follow people and comment on the posts.

So i have been at college for a week now and have had to get 3 weeks of work done this week alone! but anyhow all is good with back to school, im really liking it. I even take weight training, which i love, it's like free gym membership!! LOL . Today my son had a soccer game and it was fun. I love going to my kids sports events. One event that is BORRRRing, is track and field meets! Anyone else feel this way? I mean you get there and then what? No direction on where to go or when certain events start. We missed our daughters discus event, but then when we got to her javilin we had to wait , standing there for 40 mins while each kids in line went! YAWN. now, don't get me wrong, I love to watch Lexxi compete, just the waiting is so so so ridiculous. Can't wait till volleyball season! Tomorrow I need to do laundry, LOTS of it! It like piled up while I was at school all week and today, I took a day off from anything academic, or domestic! Im heading to the store in a min for ice cream, popcorn and a movie! My daughter and I are gonna veg, and relax before Monday! I will soon get to the story of when me and Ron first started dating, 17 years ago. Leave me a comment, or ask your friends to follow my blog! thanks

Ok.. So i was dropped from my english class cuz i had missed the first week or so.. NOT MY FAULT! i was waiting for financial aid! I didnt know I could go to classes if I hadnt been approved for aid!

So im sitting here in my first college class waiting for the teacher to arrive so i can talk to her about still being able to be in this class.. Im nervous, and worried. What if I can't? I have my financial aid already ..and how does that work? =( There r a few students in here now and they r working on papers! Yikes. If I stay, i have alot of make up work,..and that sucks!

my weekend...

So this weekend was less than eventful, I shouldn't say that. My son calvin had a soccer game on saturday, and I absolutly love going to his soccer games. He made a goal this game too! He has gotten so much better each year that he plays! and his coach has been the same one all 3 years, which is good for him and his team,they grow up together and know how each other plays.. OK enough about soccer. LOL

When I checked my email yesterday afternoon, I finally got my award letter for financial aid! woohooo! I am officially a college student! Im proud of myself. It is never to late to go back to school, or do the things you want to do. Remember that! Just like i tell my kids, if you put effort and your mind to it, anything is possible.

So now as I look back at the last year of my life, I'm glad at the events that happened, it has made me a stronger person, and motivated me to go to school. So thank you safeway, for treating me like shit, and making me feel like i wasted 5 yrs of my life working there, under all the bullshit! The only thing I miss from there are a few of my co-workers , (you know who you are) and,... the fact the starbucks employees all knew how to make my drink! I want to have a job that is meaningful and not a bunch of bullshit drama, and backstabbing, and managers who DO NOT stand up for you.!!

So now like twitter,i can blog from my cell! Im beginning to love this stuff! Thinking of starting a website soon...but first..i start college tomorrow! Im a little nervous and a bit confused on all this financial aid letters this..residency that..blah blah blah! I just want to go to classes and hopefully like them and do well. And in a few yrs, become an RN! Lol. Wish me luck. Ill write more exciting stuff tomorrow! PROMISE

short post today

ok, so my daughters laptop is dead and now she wants mine..!!! im gonna try to blog from my cell....lol

retuning to college after 14 yrs!!

So after having 2 kids , who are ages 13 and 8, I have decided to follow my dream....well sort of.. and return to school. Now I have not been in school for 14 years! so this is an all new experience to me. I have applied for financial aid, and got all my paperwork in, but now the waiting game... This is the most tedious part of the whole process! I got my papers in order all the way back in October 2009!, and then in the last 3 weeks or so, i have registered for classes, (starting my pre-requisits for RN nursing program) turned in a million papers that they always say, "this is the last thing we need" YAH RIGHT! reminder to those who go back to school, never believe this nonsense saying! I have since turned in like 4 more "needed" forms.
So apparantly they need to know I have lived in the state of Washington for at least 12 months, now all the stuff I have gave them, you would think they would know that .yes I have lived here my whole life. But no,! I had to bring in proof... Proof? what?! So I take them a utility bill that says where i live now, guess that means i have lived here at least 1 year. Ok, now im finally done , or so I think. Now i go to the school, and check on my financial aid, and see if they got my proof of residency letter all done and put in my file. Sure enough , they did! Wow, but then I'm told that classes have been going almost 2 weeks now, and have I been going? WHAT! why would I go to classes that I haven't even paid for yet, I thought that when you apply for financial aid, you must wait until you are approved so that you can pay for the classes, BEFORE you can attend them. OK, so I must once again remind myself, and the advisor that I do not know how all this college shit works! I am doing all that I have been asked, and people just expect that I should know everything? Now I'm 2 weeks behind in classes, and I have to go and talk to my teachers and ask that they put me back on the class list. Plus I'm going to have so much homework! I know that it will all be worth it, but anyone who works at a college, please be nicer to those of us who are not 18, and are trying to better ourselves by returning to school.
Wish me luck, tomorrow is my first day of college, hopefully they let me back in to my classes and i can get caught up with no problem!

blog number 1 !! hmmm

Well today i read an article in our local newspaper about mom's blogging and people getting so upset about reading what moms do with there time. now as i see it we all parent different and no one mom is "perfect" we all have our faults, and who am i to judge, right? WRONG! i find myself judging people ALL the time, that is one thing me and my husband of 14 years love to do best! we all the time talk about people we see, and judge from just looking. Ok some may think that is wrong, but hey, who, but us knows we are doing it?

Who do we judge the most?? well no one in particular really , just anyone who we think is "worthy" of our judging! LOL , lately , I think that by what I see in todays teens, (we have a 14 yr old daughter) they do things JUST TO be judged! so many of the teens i have seen are so rude to adults! What is wrong with them?!! My husband and I have taught our kids sooo much on respecting all people, but especially adults, what are all these other parents teaching?, how to be mean, rude and foul-mouthed!!